I just watched movie “This is It“, Michael Jackson’s rehearsals for his intended performance tour. I feel stirred. Here are my rather raw thoughts. (Won’t be much proofreading or editing this time).
I am a music snob. There, I said it. I do not care for much pop music and I probably won’t ever buy any MJ music. It just does not match my musical pallette. That statement says more about me than it does about MJ. I could say his music is bad, but the reality is that it is very good. I just don’t care for it… musically. My opinion.
I once heard an interview with Quincy Jones in which he was praising MJ for his musicianship when they worked together on The Wiz. I have a lot of respect (musically) for Quincy Jones, so his praise for Michael made me sit up and take notice. I also heard a lot of people who saw it in the theater say how much they liked it. I really noticed for myself what an awesome musician MJ really was. He knew what he wanted to hear… exactly and pushed back until he got it.
I noticed that at times, he had trouble explaining in plain language what he wanted. He would describe something in really wacky abstract terms, like the time he said that his ear piece (monitor) felt like someone was putting a fist in his ear. The producer guy had to ask him patiently if there was anything they could do to make it better. Was there something missing in the mix? He replied, “No, just turn it down.” I thought to myself, “Why didn’t you just say that to begin with?” However, I can also relate to having trouble communicating something simple. Sometimes I am so caught up in what I’m doing that I can’t express simple what I want to say until someone patiently asks the right questions to get understanding.
I am reading Pops (a biography of Louis Armstrong) and they called him an entertainer. The “real” musicians didn’t mean it as a compliment. They complained that he was an “Uncle Tom” and too self depricating on stage. What they didn’t understand was that was who he was… an entertainer. It was part of the act. Similarly I think Michael was truly an entertainer and “real” musicians don’t get it. In his own words near the end of the video (to the best of my memory), he told his fellow performers that they (the audience) was coming to escape reality. they want to be taken places they’ve never been before and experience talent that they’ve never experienced before. That’s entertainment. He put on a helluva show!
Michael Jackson was a strange man with some really odd problems. He was born in 1958, the same year I was born. He became famous with the Jackson Five when he was only eight. I can only imagine what that would do to a person. You can’t live the life of a public star and not have any adverse affects. My guess (and it is only a guess) is that a lot of the personal issues MJ had were direcly related to his fame. He wasn’t a normal guy. I also think that his artistry was related to his eccentricity. In my experience, it seems like when someone has a lot of talent in one particular area, they are missing it in most other areas.
Before I started the movie, I posted on Facebook that I was going to watch it. I got some interesting comments. It’s funny how someone like MJ pushes so many buttons even after his death. I like pushing my own boundaries, experiencing new things and doing the unexpected. Most of all I love excellence and I love variety! I’m glad I watched the show. It was excellent.